Living the life unlike it in the last couple of years was on slower lane inside but the fast changes around left me perplexed and bewildered. As the dreams are silent in the silence of sleep and so it dies out silently. Questioned the every question around that never seemed to have an answer to them!
For once I was the one lost in the ghost of the moments I left and lived within and with it. And when the going gets on it does goes on lame as an excuse. But isn’t like it I had lived in the fury of it some time and the other, pushed in to it or as they call the gravity sucks. Explored the grave deep inscribed lines I never tossed up to find the off beam.
I lost the feel that we all feel the basic of happiness and sadness deceit and the reaction to emotions parched. I loved in the lived space I lived in and was not forcing but trading the expression which weren’t true and I had throne the crown of trust. But failed as it was mere a word and the world outside of it was all blazing in to me flames reached out to teach me.
You need to need not have the trust for once and bending to such a moment had been what I am mortified of and would be forever and ever. Travelling this pebbled marveled road there are many alongside some stay there even when they are not around they bless and are bliss while some con.
It’s fair as u can expect the world to be fair to you even for once for you being fair, it ends and teaches unfairly. The calmness of the storm was always felt and pronounced but fell for the world of words combed around loosing the faith over the scene I was at fault to be holding on to it. The mystery is still to unfold as it left me in scoop of squall. Which isn’t stirring me anymore but it’s there and would be and I believe their a life after this I would ask why and why?
Everything changes in the life the relations the moments but there are a few who just belong and like them are just there. And it induces the self within the lost self reaffirms and make me deem ashamed of the fall and bent. I just ignored the light around in those for just one darkened. But the strings around me, those who had belief in me, come to blows with me and for me, did bring it on and it’s just the self faith I am standing on now and with.Enduring and intoxicated with the trust and life again!!!
